Thursday, March 11, 2010
To the person who call us fool,
thank so much for calling us a fool when we care about you.
thank so much for everything in these past 5 year i wont forgot this friendship i had
thank so much for everything you do while we are friend
and lastly thank so much for your selfishness that cause our friendship to be broken
P.s. it not all your fault Sylvia and i had our fault but problem is you were the one who didn't accept our invite to clear the matter out so thank you a lot huh
If you clearly state that you are doing very fine without us, we will leave you alone as you state you are fine without us. before ending this post and have my breakfast. firstly we never really trust 100% about what you post. during Wednesday Sylvia and i say how we usually do when we read your post . firstly is ... ... ... .... at the end of the post is a sigh/ hai.. and there is a reason why we sigh
lastly, this situation is getting us no where. where you dun want to settle this face to face and both us are like waiting for your answer. but today i really see the answer .
Thank you for the time we had i will never forget
Time pass so fast, 5 year of friendship was lost in the darkness.
Time could not rewind the pass but
Time could let us change our future
But somehow the one who didn't want to change the future didn't show up
And end up like this
5:40 PM
To the person who call us fool,
thank so much for calling us a fool when we care about you.
thank so much for everything in these past 5 year i wont forgot this friendship i had
thank so much for everything you do while we are friend
and lastly thank so much for your selfishness that cause our friendship to be broken
P.s. it not all your fault Sylvia and i had our fault but problem is you were the one who didn't accept our invite to clear the matter out so thank you a lot huh
If you clearly state that you are doing very fine without us, we will leave you alone as you state you are fine without us. before ending this post and have my breakfast. firstly we never really trust 100% about what you post. during Wednesday Sylvia and i say how we usually do when we read your post . firstly is ... ... ... .... at the end of the post is a sigh/ hai.. and there is a reason why we sigh
lastly, this situation is getting us no where. where you dun want to settle this face to face and both us are like waiting for your answer. but today i really see the answer .
Thank you for the time we had i will never forget
Time pass so fast, 5 year of friendship was lost in the darkness.
Time could not rewind the pass but
Time could let us change our future
But somehow the one who didn't want to change the future didn't show up
And end up like this
5:40 PM
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Mulan - Reflection, Christina Aguilera
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday, it's as if I playA part.
Now I see,If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,but I cannot fool my heart.
Chorus:
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now, In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see, staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'msomeone else for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think How we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm someone else for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
oh, ooh yeah
(listening to the song)
haiz it really been a loooong time that i have update the blog well... various stuff happen and kinda very lazy and tired =|..
Firstly, today have nfa test well i try my best to pass all the item but i dun think i can made it =| sad...
Secondly, Class test is coming up
Thirdly, i got cheat by my classmate
Fourthly, im confused =-(
Lastly, i dun really know tricia somehow i dun even know who i am... just like the song
Im surprise how i can get over matter by forgiving and after forgive i forget . It like what they say in Buddhist teaching ... forgive and forget.... but somehow i dun feel like myself somehow .... It like im wearing a mask... that mask of mine show only 40% of my character.
one day a traveler come across a small village, that villagers living there would always fight for something. The traveler ask the villagers " why are you fighting for?". " we are fighting for our own right our own believe " said the villagers. Upon hearing the answer from the villagers, the traveler ask some villager to do some planting in the field, some to take care of pig and chicken and some to take care of the children for one day.
The villagers was not happy, they didnt like the idea of doing some other people chores for one whole day without gaining anything back like money. They complain to the traveler. " why are we doing other people chores for one whole day?" " we wont gain anything back" " who are you to decide our decision? " The traveler simply tell the villagers that whether they want to do or not is up to them. The traveler also said that you might not gain anything back by doing this but you will gain far more better than money. After resting the traveler continue his journey letting them decide themselves.
The villagers decide to do what the traveler asks them to do. They wanted to see what is the stuff they can gain which is far greater than money. The next morning the villagers start to do their chores which they never do before. When the day has come to an end the villagers was tired. From then on, the village become a peace place. The end.
yea boring nothing to do =/ well i going off to sleep. so good night =)
Everyone has their own story and everyone has their own main character.
There is always a lock and a key because no one come to this world all alone.
4:52 AM
Mulan - Reflection, Christina Aguilera
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday, it's as if I playA part.
Now I see,If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,but I cannot fool my heart.
Chorus:
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now, In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see, staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'msomeone else for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think How we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm someone else for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
oh, ooh yeah
(listening to the song)
haiz it really been a loooong time that i have update the blog well... various stuff happen and kinda very lazy and tired =|..
Firstly, today have nfa test well i try my best to pass all the item but i dun think i can made it =| sad...
Secondly, Class test is coming up
Thirdly, i got cheat by my classmate
Fourthly, im confused =-(
Lastly, i dun really know tricia somehow i dun even know who i am... just like the song
Im surprise how i can get over matter by forgiving and after forgive i forget . It like what they say in Buddhist teaching ... forgive and forget.... but somehow i dun feel like myself somehow .... It like im wearing a mask... that mask of mine show only 40% of my character.
one day a traveler come across a small village, that villagers living there would always fight for something. The traveler ask the villagers " why are you fighting for?". " we are fighting for our own right our own believe " said the villagers. Upon hearing the answer from the villagers, the traveler ask some villager to do some planting in the field, some to take care of pig and chicken and some to take care of the children for one day.
The villagers was not happy, they didnt like the idea of doing some other people chores for one whole day without gaining anything back like money. They complain to the traveler. " why are we doing other people chores for one whole day?" " we wont gain anything back" " who are you to decide our decision? " The traveler simply tell the villagers that whether they want to do or not is up to them. The traveler also said that you might not gain anything back by doing this but you will gain far more better than money. After resting the traveler continue his journey letting them decide themselves.
The villagers decide to do what the traveler asks them to do. They wanted to see what is the stuff they can gain which is far greater than money. The next morning the villagers start to do their chores which they never do before. When the day has come to an end the villagers was tired. From then on, the village become a peace place. The end.
yea boring nothing to do =/ well i going off to sleep. so good night =)
Everyone has their own story and everyone has their own main character.
There is always a lock and a key because no one come to this world all alone.
4:52 AM
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Hoho finally i decide to update the blog =D. ( but it gonna be all picture anyway lazy to type =D )
Emmy doing the practical on how to deal with acid/ alkaline spill
cute right? we conduct on some experiment on soild liquid and gas =D funny thing was we put them together like a family lol =D next was class outing
We all bury brand in the sand =D it was comfortable as i bury my leg only =D
Hate weixiang =( he can climb up the rock... cyech i will one day climb up one!!
.... this was... well i was bored in lecture so i draw this picture and when you two see this picture you know what is this le~ sadly sylvia and i are cracking our brain out on this matter but IT seem like she is stubborn let just see how will it goes when time pass by bah
4:13 AM
Hoho finally i decide to update the blog =D. ( but it gonna be all picture anyway lazy to type =D )
Emmy doing the practical on how to deal with acid/ alkaline spill
cute right? we conduct on some experiment on soild liquid and gas =D funny thing was we put them together like a family lol =D next was class outing
We all bury brand in the sand =D it was comfortable as i bury my leg only =D
Hate weixiang =( he can climb up the rock... cyech i will one day climb up one!!
.... this was... well i was bored in lecture so i draw this picture and when you two see this picture you know what is this le~ sadly sylvia and i are cracking our brain out on this matter but IT seem like she is stubborn let just see how will it goes when time pass by bah
4:13 AM
Thursday, January 14, 2010
First week of school campus life =D
It was quite fun to run around to different place for different class. I like to see the the view in the top floor it make me feel relax and always remind me that i have to always work hard but i dun like the idea of climbing the stair from 1 to 6 -.- tiring... i climb from 3 to 6 already tired le =(...
Well im getting used to campus life and wellllllll i found that this course might not be so bad to learn today morning i had practical lesson on makinggggggg POPCORN =D but sadly the popcorn is... abit... burn... T_T"
the 3 thing we do today
Burn rice... cannot eat because it not same as popcorn
This is emmy =) she is my group member
Well recently i been thinking a lot REALLY a lot .... and i think i start to believe the word once a person told me.... however i still do not want to believe it... i might as well observe for few month and do my conclusion bah anyway im gonna sleep night~
When we were young, we used to be close to each other like sister
However, right now it seem that we are distancing each other
And i am starting to not understand you anymore
5:44 AM
First week of school campus life =D
It was quite fun to run around to different place for different class. I like to see the the view in the top floor it make me feel relax and always remind me that i have to always work hard but i dun like the idea of climbing the stair from 1 to 6 -.- tiring... i climb from 3 to 6 already tired le =(...
Well im getting used to campus life and wellllllll i found that this course might not be so bad to learn today morning i had practical lesson on makinggggggg POPCORN =D but sadly the popcorn is... abit... burn... T_T"
the 3 thing we do today
Burn rice... cannot eat because it not same as popcorn
This is emmy =) she is my group member
Well recently i been thinking a lot REALLY a lot .... and i think i start to believe the word once a person told me.... however i still do not want to believe it... i might as well observe for few month and do my conclusion bah anyway im gonna sleep night~
When we were young, we used to be close to each other like sister
However, right now it seem that we are distancing each other
And i am starting to not understand you anymore
5:44 AM
Saturday, January 9, 2010
.... A north a south and a east.... later come a west later i sure will go boom! >=|
Friday - I went to simei ite to do the school registration form brought school uniform =( expensive.... only 2 year so expensive -.-" well if i dun study anymore i will take the clothes as sleep pajama =D!
Today - Seriously im fed up with a north and a south because i stay there almost the whole day there with jacklin to cook morning, lunch, dinner and make sure my grandma do exercise i almost lost my temper. >=| Seriously hor both the north and south are REALLY irritating but what can i do? just wait there hoping the time come to an end while doing the stuff. Reach home another irritating stuff happen >=( and the irritating stuff is an east come along and argue for some stupid stuff!!!! grrrr i told my mum if another west come along i will seriously lost my temper le!
tomorrow had to go and take the scholarship prize -.- so troublesome need to wear school uniform for one day and wash -.-" im gonna wear secondary school uniform there and had to wake up early in morning. Good night!
- End of post-...
5:54 AM
.... A north a south and a east.... later come a west later i sure will go boom! >=|
Friday - I went to simei ite to do the school registration form brought school uniform =( expensive.... only 2 year so expensive -.-" well if i dun study anymore i will take the clothes as sleep pajama =D!
Today - Seriously im fed up with a north and a south because i stay there almost the whole day there with jacklin to cook morning, lunch, dinner and make sure my grandma do exercise i almost lost my temper. >=| Seriously hor both the north and south are REALLY irritating but what can i do? just wait there hoping the time come to an end while doing the stuff. Reach home another irritating stuff happen >=( and the irritating stuff is an east come along and argue for some stupid stuff!!!! grrrr i told my mum if another west come along i will seriously lost my temper le!
tomorrow had to go and take the scholarship prize -.- so troublesome need to wear school uniform for one day and wash -.-" im gonna wear secondary school uniform there and had to wake up early in morning. Good night!
- End of post-...
5:54 AM
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Haha blogging right before the start of 2010.... and currently im doing the end of year reflection lol
This year i have achieve many stuff and gained sad memory. The stuff that i have achieve is a good result for N level and the sad memory is us apart well anyway it all in the past.... what matter is the present =D so im gonna to make a goal for this new year
1) Able to get in to the course and study straight away ( well it depend on the person though... so it doesnt really count as a goal but ... well ... haha...)
2) Able to meet some good friend
3) After i study the course i wants good result =D of course i will study very very hard for good result
well i wont hope a lot but well... anyway 2010 is a start of something new=D
In advance HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
7:16 AM
Haha blogging right before the start of 2010.... and currently im doing the end of year reflection lol
This year i have achieve many stuff and gained sad memory. The stuff that i have achieve is a good result for N level and the sad memory is us apart well anyway it all in the past.... what matter is the present =D so im gonna to make a goal for this new year
1) Able to get in to the course and study straight away ( well it depend on the person though... so it doesnt really count as a goal but ... well ... haha...)
2) Able to meet some good friend
3) After i study the course i wants good result =D of course i will study very very hard for good result
well i wont hope a lot but well... anyway 2010 is a start of something new=D
In advance HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
7:16 AM
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Various stuff happen.... i was "busy" with ite stuff until i got an emotional break down.... mum told me to relax and is nothing to nervous about but somehow... my feeling tell me that it going to be a start of everything....
Even the facebook application " Gods wants you to know" say i must not think too much about future and relax....
haiz i went to facebook and a person blog... i was shock... probably she wont be reading this because she think im distancing her abandon her and not her best friend bah... when the true is i never abandon anyone.... Even we are far away distance friend ( which we are not ) i believe that our bond will never be broken... the memory we had together is a proof that we once are together as friend so why now cant we be together?? because each of us has change? .... I believe a true friend is someone who accpect the personality of you, share the pain you have and help you by giving advice when you need it or be just be there for you.... but right now.... i really wonder ...
i think i really worry too much about the future so i have decided if i cant make it for this appeal and have to wait for April for another appeal then i will go work during these month i will definitely going to get myself a cert for nitec and continue my study toward poly and if i think im up for university i will go! As for the appeal choice i will not regret if i make it. It the path i choose and i will face it toward the end!
I will be walking down this road call Life unexpected stuff will come ahead when i continuing walking and i will continue to walk down and face it
5:43 AM
Various stuff happen.... i was "busy" with ite stuff until i got an emotional break down.... mum told me to relax and is nothing to nervous about but somehow... my feeling tell me that it going to be a start of everything....
Even the facebook application " Gods wants you to know" say i must not think too much about future and relax....
haiz i went to facebook and a person blog... i was shock... probably she wont be reading this because she think im distancing her abandon her and not her best friend bah... when the true is i never abandon anyone.... Even we are far away distance friend ( which we are not ) i believe that our bond will never be broken... the memory we had together is a proof that we once are together as friend so why now cant we be together?? because each of us has change? .... I believe a true friend is someone who accpect the personality of you, share the pain you have and help you by giving advice when you need it or be just be there for you.... but right now.... i really wonder ...
i think i really worry too much about the future so i have decided if i cant make it for this appeal and have to wait for April for another appeal then i will go work during these month i will definitely going to get myself a cert for nitec and continue my study toward poly and if i think im up for university i will go! As for the appeal choice i will not regret if i make it. It the path i choose and i will face it toward the end!
I will be walking down this road call Life unexpected stuff will come ahead when i continuing walking and i will continue to walk down and face it
5:43 AM